I was able to drive away from the gas station. I did a little reality check on myself and remembered how much money, time and effort i spent on it and all the other times i had quit. This is easily the longest ive gone without nicotine, i think im at about 2 years sense my last cig. Been sober from drugs and alcohol 3 years in 2 more weeks.
Not sure how much better this is but i promptly rewarded myself with a box of donuts. Lol