Yes, I've been through this ordeal too. There's a support group for it. It's called EVERYONE! It's just small talk brother. You'll be ok!
Thanks for the compliment, Bro. I really like Nippon gals too but the language barrier is really a huge issue.You're an inspiration bro! Respect!
Since young I have a soft spot for Jap girls because my mom is Japanese-Chinese born in Singapore so I have a thing for Japanese. Ha ha!